Calum is on outings with his friends.
Ashton is out looking at the stars and his belly button.
Michael is playing video games and having barbecues.
Luke is hanging out with his family and having lazy days and listening to his dad’s jokes.
I am so happy for those guys.
So so happy.
I’m waiting for something to happen, but I don’t know what
— me everyday (via staygoldmyponyboy)
i bet michael clifford would be the type of boyfriend who would cling to you all the time like he would hug you when he’s sad, when he’s happy, even when he’s playing video games he would want you to be laying on his shoulder or lap and then when he gets cold he would open his arms out wide and ask for a cuddle and you would end up hugging for a really long time and he would whisper how much he loves you and how happy you make him and oK IDK WHERE IM GOING WITH THIS BYE
have u ever had a depersonalization moment when you look at yourself in the mirror and think wow this person is me and i have this body and this life and everything feels so strange why am i me and not someone else
YES OTHER PEOPLE FEEL IT TOO
it’s a symptom of anxiety
This happens to me a lot and it’s really jarring.